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23/9/04

2004-09-23T18:14:00.000+08:00

1..2..3..three days din blog le..haa..cos too busy..today so song...play badminton until so fun...book for 1 hr but played for 2 hrs..so worth it man..haha..learnt some basic footwork, lob shot and netting..haha..so fun..now arm aching le...

on tue..i received an sms from a mystery gurl..haha..firstly claim to be a gurl called cindy in sec 2 level..den yesterday finally confessed..a gurl from sec 1..haha..strange gurl leh..haha...wans to make frewns wif me..so shocked..haha..

STRESSED..stress cos i too slack and den exam is so near...i had set a target for myself..i really wan to challenge my own limits..its kind of too much..4A and 4B...no C...haha..so hard to make it man..but i will make..i made a promise to someone dat i will score 7 points in 'O' levels next year..although it is a little away...but i got to start now..hee...i am goin to make it man..hehe..
so my first step is to stop using the com...den i can concentrate in my studies...so dun be too surprised if u dun see my online dat often...

fuck up command

2004-09-20T18:23:00.000+08:00

orh wad the fuck was i doin at the morning parade today.. FUCKED UP...shout so soft..still dare to call myself part A oic..but nvm..its all over..take it as i still need voice training..no more excuses..got to really prepare myself for senior specs course..argh..i still haf a month or so
..felt depressed today..mayb cos of wad happened in the morning...argh..*lacks the self-confidence*..

geog test finally came..i studied for it for like 15min den fell asleep on the table..wad the hack..but the test came easy..as long as u noe the facts..and jus "vomit" out all the facts during test and u can score well..at least something good happened for me today..

feels so tired..so tired..feels like sleeping and not waking...life feels as though it has no much meaning attached to it now...i was taught from young to take on life's challenges to grow..but now is just too much..endless homework..unbounded amount of stress..argh..not i losing my voice again..*signs*

suddenly i missed her...missing her now...

day 2

2004-09-19T17:53:00.001+08:00

hai..jus got my mum to sign the progress report..suddenly felt that i am just too slack in my studies..got to really get started on my revision for the exams..its seems that tis blog is goin to be left alone until the end of exams...i promised myself that i wld use the com. before 4 and after 10pm everyday..jus so i could concentrate on my studies...i MUST NOT dissappoint my parents again..they carry high hopes..tml is geog test..and i am not fully prepared..arggh

i saw tis frewn today..tis gurl..although nvr go tok to her cos she busy..but seing her made me wonder if i will ever dare to like someone again...the fear of breaking someone else heart prevents me from falling in love again..hai..will dere be someone who can change my mindset..
awaits patiently

second

2004-09-18T17:48:00.000+08:00

yea~ its finally done...now got to concentrate on my exams..hopes tis blog will survive...anyways..will imporve on tis blog...so PLEASE give some comments..thanks

first post

2004-09-18T13:36:00.000+08:00

hmm..finally started a blog..but its not done yet...exams are coming soon..too soon...cant concentrate in preparing for exam..ended up creating a blog..hmm..got to get back to study..improve the blog another day..